Little situations rarely ever phase me because they’re easy to let go of, but it’s so hard for me to forgive a person once they’ve done a shitload of mental damage to me. Whether it’s physical, verbal or any type of abuse, it’s going to stay encrypted in my brain forever. Like when I see one of my former bullies, I can’t even look at them in the eye without wincing because all the bad memories just come pouring in. It’s not just bullies, but former friends and family members that I’ve trusted. They’ve either used me for their own personal gain or stabbed me in the back when someone else came along. There’s only one person that I’ve truly forgiven, but it took her 2 years to convince me to let her become my friend again. Unless you’ve changed your ways and proven it to me, I’ll never forgive you and I’ll never let you forget it.
(Source: ngocyy)
You approached me, in shock, saying “oh my god you exist.” It was like you thought it was impossible for you to talk to me, but it turns out I was the one that was tongue twisted. I kept looking up the ceiling, down at my phone and behind your head. I knew the minute I made eye contact with you, I’d get chills running down my spine. I was so shy, it took you 10 minutes worth of jokes to get me comfortable. Afterwards, we clicked right away. We became best friends. We’d talk to each other everyday, make fun of each other, put our derp faces on during an awkward silence and share little stories about our day. When you told me you liked me, I still saw you as my best, but it never changed our friendship. Your drunk calls were the best haha. You’d constantly remind me how much you liked me at least 15 times throughout the night. You’d say stuff like “I’m in like with you and your voice is so cute. You’re cute. I’ve never met anyone like you. You’re weird, you’re funny and your perfect. Why don’t you like me?! What’s wrong with me? IM TOO UGLY FOR YOU HUH” One day on skype, I caught you off guard and surprised you by blowing you a kiss. The way you freaked out was too adorable! You blushed, sat there and stared at me like I’m an animal, turned around in your swivel chair, ran off and screamed “AHH I CAN’T MAN” to your roommate. A couple weeks later I told you I liked you too (I have to admit your freak outs are what I live for haha). You looked at me and said “You like me. Omg What are we? What do I call you? Do I call you my girlfriend? Wait we’re not going out yet. Will you go out with me, Ngoc?” I said yes and you couldn’t contain your joy any longer. You started texting up your buddies, pulling your roommate and friends over to your room and said “Guys this is my girlfriend” with the brightest smile on your face.
(Source: ngocyy)
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It starts off with a flirty, silent stare and slowly moves onto hands being placed on their favorite spot on your body and just at the right time, you lean your head slightly and part your lips.
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I’d rather give you cute tippy-toe hugs,
cuddle,
kiss your nose and watch you wrinkle it when you smile,
Link our pinkys together when we’re walking
Holding your hand and laying my head on your shoulder, and
Eat spaghetti with you like in Lady and the Tramp.
Call me old-fashioned, but I love little things like that instead moving things too fast. In my opinion, taking it slow is what makes things last.
(Source: ngocyy)
I admire your your caring nature and funny charisma, you’ve impacted my life more than anyone I’ve met so far. You’ve showed me to ignore what people say and just do whatever makes me happy, you go out of your way to help me and you helped me see the better side of things whenever I was upset. I couldn’t have asked for anyone better than you, you’re perfect.
(Source: ngocyy)
